Food, Clothing, Shelter, Water, and a Baby...That's All You Need

I have been thinking about how much Audrey needs me. Her life is dependent upon me. Everytime she nurses I think about that. But then I stop and think about how much I need her. I mean, I really need her and she doesn't even know it yet. She gives my life meaning. She gives me such joy. Even in the tough times. Like today when my arm was becoming numb from having it extended behind me in the car trying to soothe her for the 3.5 hour car ride. I told my husband it reminded me of being on a first date and the guy doesn't want to remove his arm from around the girl and then he can no longer feel it. That was me, but with our daughter. That's okay, because I need her too.